SAD!

Did you watch today's Hanshin Tigers game? I believed they would win, but they lost! I can't still believe they lost... As you know, this game was VERY important for Tigers in this time. No way! I pray they will win next game. Oh, today was the last game for Akihiro Yano. He retires from playing a baseball. He has joined in Hanshin Tigers for 12 years. How amazing he is! He was a wonderful catcher. I really like him. When I was listening his speech, I was crying because I felt so sad that he left from this amazing team. BUT, he promised he will be back to Hanshin Tigers again! I'm glad he said that! He is a Tigers's catcher forever!!!!!!

Go Hanshin Tigers! Beat all opponents!!!!

Friends

Friends.
Yeah. It's hard for me to have real friends and trust them. Why? Of couse, everybody would ask me. I can tell you why. Because I can't tell my thought to my "FRIENDS". They can't understand my thought cuz it's different.I don't care what they think about me,but its very annoying for me that people deny my thinking. I know myself and I'm strange. So, its OK for me FRIENDS go away from me cuz they aren't my real friends who can understand me. That's ture. Friends. Oh,yeah. They can easily betray and speak ill of a person. I did before but I stop doing this cuz nobody make a benefit. One of my real friends told me real friends stay with me forever and unreal friends leave me. I think so too. I believe this words. What do you think about my thinking?

Am I Strange?

Memories

How amazing my preschool teachers are! I met them to have dinner yesterday? Can you believe it? I haven't seen them for 16 years.I could finally meet them. I was soooooo nervous while I was waiting for them. When I saw them, I remembered everything about my preschool memories. My heart couldn't stop beating. Can you believe I had a dinner and some alcohol with them?Can you believe I told them about my boyfriend? Now I can feel I'm 22 years old! But, I'm still a child for them like their kid. As you know, they were my first teachers in my life. They taught me my first step to grow up.They were wonderful teachers in my life. So that's why I still keep in touch with them. I can't forget about them until I dye. Haha.

Thanks God I could meet them!

This time was amazing for me:)

近況報告！

I 'd like to let you know my summer vacation.
I haven't hung out with my college friends. I know it's too bad. But, it's ok cuz I can see you them after this vacation. I want to know how their one is going crazy, wonderful, fun, or so on. For me, I'm so far so good during my last summer vacation. I often hang out with my best friend and my hometown friends. Go to Izakaya to have some alcohole, haha. How fun! But, I think I spend my money to go there. So bad... But, you know? It's one of my wonderful memories, right? Yeah. I k now it's time to keep my money cuz I have a plan to go to Colorado and Thailand to see my friends. I can't wait to see them. Yahoooooooo!

And, I met a nice guy in Sannomiya. He is so hot, haha.
Oops! Do you want to know what happened to me? If you want to know it, I can tell you when I meet you. So, please wait!

Also, I had some sad experience... I broke up my boyfriend. I knew we did it cuz I felt I couldn't stand to understand his thought. Whenever I was with him, I felt it wasn't me. I was a different girl. I couldn't be natural. No way. I think I have to stop complaining about my exboyfriend. I have to go to the next step. Oh, yeah. I'm going to the next way. How cool! I love my life! Thanks, my Lord!

Lastly, I'd like to write my favorite speech.
"This is not the end. It's not even the beginningof the end. But, it is, perhaps,the end of the beggining."-Churchil

Please enjoy your vacation!

Miss you my college friends!